can’t breath, can’t think.
In a casual conversation with Adam, a little role playing went down where I was pretending to be a certain interested male ended up in a spurt of his emotions all over my more than confused mindset. From Adam’s perspective towards other male, this was his refuting arguement about why he think he is the better choice:
“but you will regard her as a piece of property, that is all very cute and nice of you, and the same cannot be said about me but when you add in the absolute fact that you are doing all of it just to perpetuate her position under you all you will do for her is prolong her insecurities in the short term she is satisfied with you, but the bare truth is that you two will not last, because she is not right for you, you don’t even know her as a person, you just place her upon a pedestal and call her your sweet thing with the intention of just creating an attractive asian figure head to squeeze all the love out of, you are the exact type of person i strive not to be you are also the exact type of person that anne and other girls, no matter how intelligent, will continue to choose, because you satisfy them in the short term you will date her, and she will eventually realize her mistake and drop you. this is the truth. your brain capacity is simply not large enough to become equals with someone like anne and that is what a relationship is, becoming an equal with the person you love which you are completely incapable of so actually yes, i can provide for her in ways that you can’t but because i respect her too much, i will not question her decisions and interfere in her choice of you.”
Oh dear all that is holy. Help me.
What am I to do now???
