blasphemy

Whywhywhy.

I also feel like I look completely unapproachable when I was walking around. I always have my headphones in, and I walk briskly, to say the least. While I guess I do get a strange power kick out of walking like a bitch, I always secretly wish that a stranger would approach me for a conversation. Maybe this is my test to see who really has the cajones to talk to me….

ntrs-strch:

My friend asked me if he looks happy when I see him walking across campus on the way to class. He says when he sees me, and so many other people, we visibly look emotionless/unhappy/mad when they are making their way to their classes throughout the day.

I don’t want to be that way. But it is starting to consume all of the parts of my life. Why am I so negative and harsh towards everyone all the time? I catch myself acting this way and I don’t stop.

This is so unbecoming of me, gotta change.