January 2010
32 posts
the theory
The last paragraph is the ultimate definitions of dualism. Love.
alittlebyrdtoldme:
from now on i feel that society should measure age not in number of years but in levels of stress and life complexity. with each cycle of 365 days comes added commodities to a growing individuals life. but normally these two variables do not increase exponentially.
from birth our view of the world is very...
the brief screenplay that erik and i wrote.
A snowflake drifts beautifully down from the sky. Slowly. Taking its time and allowing the wind to carry it where it will. Landing on the eyelash of a weeping woman. And then, a stranger approaches the woman and places a hand upon her cheek, melting the snowflake to blend in a singular trail with her tears. Then Bruce Willis enters in with a gun.
snow.
This is how the snow does. This is how it will be. It comes to do its job, at least for a while, when it feels the need to, at no convenience of anyone else but itself. It is told it is the cleanser of the life and vivacious of this world, when that liveliness exceeds itself and in effect becomes almost self-destructive. Snow, Moses, all the same in usage but slightly different in appearance....
I am currently in the mood to sob bitterly.
Goal: To be able to pay Bach's Invention No. 8...
bread.
Bread. The essential staple in the traditional American diet. In most cases of ouor lives, we tend to be willing to shell out a bit more cash for the staples, as seeing they are the most frequently used but uncherished items of our lives? Basically, I’ve decided to only buy high quality bread from now on.
and I'm suddenly in all of a dither
9:06pmErik
k
cus i want to know
how do you feel about me
9:07pmAnne
well i think that maybe i sorta kinda like you. quite a bit :P
9:09pmErik
i think i feel the same why. which is why for now i think we shouldnt do physical things as much
ill explain
i like her personality, and honestly i want to get to know you more. and if i just keep periodically having sex wtih you, il look at you as...
thank you
*heart flutter
alittlebyrdtoldme:
these are the individuals that i would never deny. the ones i am always willing to spend my time with because i know that any moment with them is adding to my life experience in some way. and the ones that will see this as being relatively clique but know that i really mean it.
anne chang: for being me. for being my sunshine. for hating religion. for setting...
Tumblr is dying...
FUCK.
ratatater:
tumblr used to be a place where you could just rant and say whatever you wanted and you didnt have to worry about people judging you.. where you could just talk and talk and talk and talk about whatever you wanted to talk about and only those closest to you could read it..
what would it become if everyone started to go on to tumblr? what would it become if everything you said...
preference.
I’ve decided that drinking is a pointless habit. It is actually quite depressing, and I become very unattractive when I do it. Plus the extra calories are unwelcome.
But weed, my friend, is brilliant. everything about it just radiates happiness and beauty. I become happier, feel better, and everything is just beautiful. It also relaxes me very much, almost like a sleeping pill for my...
discontent.
So Erik and I are “exclusive” or dating. But not bf/gf.
Just yesterday I felt like I was supposed to be happy becuase it was exactly what I had asked for. But then I felt a strong discomfort rising up within me because I knew that what we have now has no sort of any stability attached to it. It is so fragile that I don’t want to puff myself up with the thought that I already...
arrogance.
Arrogance has long been considered the trait of a demon. But a new light has been shed on the neccesity of arrogance. When a person is unquestionably and indefinetely, superior to those around thim, instead of just believeing one to be, arrogance is acceptable in that situation, and in most cases indispensable. In the case of intelligience. Intelligient people love themselves for their ability to...
coffee.
Erik and I got coffee to day. It was wonderful.
It really sucks when you want to just completely and irrevoccably like a person to the fullest of your extent, but yet cannot because you cannot trust them.
comment.
False. You do need it. Because I always need gratification from others for happiness. And you is I.
alittlebyrdtoldme:
im not like you.
i dont need gratification by others in order to feel happy.
right?
Bought a Friedrich Nietzsche book! I'm preparing...
arghf. I'm blushing in ways that asians shouldn't...
Feeling sentimental....or just mental.
34 degrees.
outside. Yet I see tweenage girls wearing thin strapped dresses and Ugg boots, thinking that those “fashionable” boots alone can keep them warm. I hope they get pnemonia.
It is now my goal however, to dig up ways of dressing seductive and staying bundled up at the same time. Suggestions?
reformation period: reflection one
We’re going to go live on an island with goats. And Brett.
alittlebyrdtoldme:
i can not stand people.
i can not stand their moods.
i can not stand their minds.
i can not stand their stupid excuses.
i can not stand their judgements.
i can not stand their breathes.
i can not stand their bitching.
i can not stand their egocentrism.
i can not stand them.
i just cant.
“rage is much...
“Who’s using who? What should we do? Well you can’t be a pimp, and a...”
and along with everything else...
Even though I had first said that I refuse to make resolutions for the New Year, I can’t help but be contaminated by the self-improvement plans of everyone around me. So what I will do is not make specific goals for objects that I will attain this year, but rather ways to make my current lifestyle more worthy of living (and the follwing is not listed in any sort of particular order):
*...
woman power!
At least we can’t get embarassing boners in public.
Seriously. Are men really beoming more moody than...
thank god for einstein.
On an average week(which borders on never actually) I would not have described today as one that was particularily enjoyable. It was bland and nothing memorable quite happened today. BUT thanks to Sir Einstein pioneering the way to indiviual contentment through his theory of relativity, this day triumphs far above all other days of today, thus making it epic.
Thank you again.
A summary of my life during this yearly...
2009
My name is Anne I got a plan. I may lack virtue but I’m penitent.
2010
My name is Anne I’ve lost my plan. I lack my virtue so back to hell I’m sent.